I’m shocked with the news, “Kevin died?!” I almost faint but I manage to be in the right state of mind. It’s just 3 months ago when he wrote me a letter and now he’s gone?? I can’t believe it!!!! Why?? and how? There are plenty of questions in my head. I was about to read his letter a while ago but I forgot about that. I dialed Aimee’s number and hurriedly went to the Kevin’s funeral. When I saw his face in the coffin, I can’t help but cry. I missed this guy more than anyone else. We’ve been together for 2 years then we separated ways without closure. I longed for him to comeback and prayed that he will. And now there’s no way to I tell him that I need him… that I love him! Tears ran down my face and I cried in pain. Then I remembered the letter, oh yes his letter! After a long momentous crying and arrived home, I hurriedly look for his letter. I open it then unfold the word momentously;

“Hi Megan! A wonderful day to you! I don’t know where and when to start but I’m really sorry for leaving you all alone and our son. These past years were very crucial to me. 2 years ago the doctor detected that I have a brain tumor and there’s a big possibility that it will result to brain cancer in due time. He advised me to seek medication abroad. I never have the courage to tell you about this that’s why I left you clueless. It hurts to me when I heard that you never eat for a couple of weeks. I know I brought you pain, It pains me more when I found out from Aimee that you are conceiving a baby boy, OUR child! Megan I know you won’t believe mw when I tell you that I Love you so much. Sorry for being a jerk and not letting you know about my condition. I never mean to hurt this much, I never want to be away from you but things fell on the wrong places. Sorry for everything my sweet Megan. I have few days left and I want to see you and our son. I hope you’ll give me a chance to see you again for the last time.”

As I read his letter I broke down in grief and pain. I never knew that Kevin underwent this horrible problem, and this hurts us both. I’m so depressed, Kevin never knew that little Kevin died in my womb a year and a half ago. I lost the two guys in my life, my son and his father. I put the letter inside a box and buried it in our backyard. And every 21st of fall I will reminisce this day, the day I lost him.

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